14.1.19

IKON 'I'm Okay'

I don't want to hear any hopeful words
I can hardly fall asleep because the reality is to difficult to handle
I tried to find things that can fill me up
I become indifferent to any situations
Even though I'm better off by myself, loneliness hits me from time to time
Even though I want to do many different things, I become lethargic
My answer will always be a huge smile if anyone asks how I'm doing

I feel like everyone has turned their back on me
I feel bad for myself, I feel so small
When I become lonely
If you ever witness my tears, please walk past by me

I’m OK
Don't comfort me
You don't have to have pity on me
You don't have to stay with me, I'm fine
I’m OK
Don't worry about me
You don't have to mind about me
I'm used to be alone
I’m OK

I don't want to hear any hopeful words
Why is everyone making it a big deal when I'm fine?
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so please don't look at me as if you're looking at someone who's dying

Just like when the wind blows, the autumn leaves tremble
And just like when the waves occur, the ocean trembles
I trembled because the love past by me
If you ever witness my tears, please walk past by me

You've broken every piece of me when you laughed out
As if my sadness didn't mean anything to you
Leave me alone, don't come to me
I don't want to start anything when i know you're going to leave me in the end

You don't know anything
Don't act like you know everything
You say that this is all for me
Well what can I say
I want to be alone
So please leave me alone
Nurdina Aqilah Zainal, 23 Nov