Selasa, minggu kedua cuti sem.
Saya start layan korea masa darjah 6, sebab saya tertengok performance FT ISLAND kat tv dan sampai sekarang saya masih suka group tu.
Tapi bila saya 'jatuh', saya terjumpa lagu BTS.
Itu pertama kali saya jumpa lagu menggambarkan diri sendiri dan lirik lagu tu katakan semua apa yang terbuku dalam diri. Its really hit me hard.
Today, i'm gonna post the song's lyrics and maybe this song can also make u realize that u are not the only one that feel like that (I only took the important one, the other lyrics u can google it)
It’s really sucks to not have something you want to do
I know that it seems pathetic to not have a dream like everyone
“Everything’s going to be alright if you go to university and do as we tell you”
I’m the asshole for believing those words
I'm living because I can’t die
Everyone is running but why am I the only one still here?
Dream, I will be there for your creation until the end of your life
Dream, wherever you might be it will be lenient
Dream, you will fully bloom after all the hardships
Dream, though your beginnings may be humble, may the end be prosperous
That’s right, I live because I can’t die
But I don’t have anything I want to do
I’m in so much pain and loneliness but people around me keep telling me to regain my consciousness
I try to vent my anger but I only got myself
So what’s the point of venting my anger
I’m scared to open my eyes everyday and start breathing
Even my friends and family are drifting away
I feel anxious as time passes by
It feels like I’m all by myself
I hope everything disappears when I’m alone
I hope things disappear like mirage
I hope things disappear
I hope my damn self disappears
I’m abandoned like this in the world
In this moment I’m drifting away from the sky
I’m falling
So far away, if I had a dream
If only I had a flying dream
Don’t far away, if I had a dream
If only I had a flying dream
-Suga(one of bts member), So Far Away-
